...Tails. You
listening, buddy?...
The Kitsune feasted
upon his prey. He dug into its flesh with his pointed teeth, letting
the blood pool on the tip of chin. It dripped, falling in specks down
his shirt or far down to the rich forest soil. His midnight treat was
a squirrel. Its flinching tail tickled his cheeks. It bounced and
jigged all over, twitching as if were a dying insect. With the
Kitsune's first bite it was alive, by his fourth it wasn't. The
squealing ceased, and he was alone. Thanks the gods, he was alone. An
engorged, bloody moon was above him as he leaned against the trunk of
a tree, high above the ground. The branch on which he stood was a
thick one. The timberland was magical, full of the spirits of the
dead, of the imps of the forests, dancing around him looking like
fireflies in a disco club. The Kitsune's red hair, which ballooned
above the bandana across his forehead, looked like a scalding tarn--
he was a fox-man. He wore dark rawhide like an Indian, moccasins on
his feet, clawed toes poking through the fabric. The two blue
bandanas on his head covered everything but his golden eyes and his
mouth. Yes, yes, eating the varmint, gore spraying all over him as he
tore at it with his muzzle. On his back was a beautiful onyx quiver
of arrows which reflected an emerald color in the moonlight, oddly
enough, and across his shoulder was the bow, long, menacing. From his
butt a bushy tail.
The kill.
The kill was fresh
in his mouth. Eat it. Yes… Eat it… Enjoy it so…
You must be
hungry, Tails. Jeeeez.
A
chirping noise yelped in the night, and The Kitsune was relieved it
was him and not his master.
It was his Ryuuji, who now
flapped
down to his shoulder on his
nubile wings. He was a small
lizard with wings, a drakeling-- he cooed and cawed, making himself
comfortable upon the Kitsune's shoulder, stretching
his legs like a cat. His
wings were bat-like, and his face resembled the rough skin newt.
Brown with a pebble-like texture, orange-belly advertising the poison
which coursed
through his cobalt blood, he was was sleepy, yawning.
The Kitsune licked
the last bone clean.
You must be
famished. We've been hunting all day. That man is
going bug nuts down there. It was an ancient
accent, but perversely, also the voice of a male child. It was
Ryuuji, speaking directly to him. One might call it telepathic, but
in truth it felt deeper than that, like invisible electric currents
jetting between them.
“Tell me more
about the man,” the Kitsune's said. It was a textured voice, like
it had bounced through hollow driftwood.
Young Ryuuji
snapped his teeth, looking almost annoyed that he had to go on about
something in which he cared so little. Stupid as ever. He keeps
slamming into trees and knocking himself out. He must sense he is
close to home, the fool. He will never reach home again. He is-”
“Enough,” the
Kitsune growled.
They had been
hunting this man for weeks. No, not hunting really. More like
trailing him, making him think he would die at any moment. Kitsune
were once considered myth by men, except for maybe but a few Japanese
oldtimers. But these days they were very much a part of the now. His
fox tail wagged back and forth, not like a dog, more like perhaps, a
playful feline. If he were to ever get caught in the world of men, it
would because of that stupid tail. The Kitsune's stomach ached for
more. These past few weeks had been stressful on him, and his master
ate away at his mind as much as he at the squirrel. Prodding him,
begging him not to listen… the things he asked. He felt like
Abraham on the mountain, holding a knife above his child, begging for
the final Word not to come.
The Kitsune could
only hunt at night, it was true. The moon gave him power, and when
there was no moon there was no Kitsune. He was a dream creature-- and
in moments his outline seemed to fade like an image in water. It was
ripple, dance, making no logical sense. In the previous world this
may have disturbed the viewer. Now it was somehow possible, probable
in fact.
The man below him
was several miles back. He could hear him panting. He was crazed, as
Ryuuji had said, but not stupid. He was a noble man of Sir Jacob
Adami's school. He was a Zenai, a man of the samurai sword, forged of
a mystical stone, found ages back by an archeologist. The Kitsune
thought of the hunt. The worst was when he had chased him across the
open plains. There was little cover there, and the beasts were
fiercer, ready for man-flesh. Thinking about Jacob Adami, my
friend? Your master won't like that.
The
Kitsune shot Ryuuji a venomous glance. “It's none of your business,
wyrmling. Maybe I ought to eat you next.”
Ryuuji
didn't move. The Kitsune
imagined
that he would have shrugged his shoulders if he could.
Eat away. You'll be pushing fire through your bowels for
weeks.
The
Kitsune stifled a laugh which sounded like a deep
yip. He tossed Ryuuji the last
squirrel bone and the little
dragon snapped it out of air eagerly. Through Ryuuji's bites, the
Kitsune spoke: “The Master is coming. I can sense him. You better
be far away from me when he does, young one. I cannot always control
myself when he pierces me.”
Don't
have to tell me twice, Tails. He
yawned again and then lunged
into the air with the squirrel bone in his mouth, flying into the
darker night. The world was cooling, becoming quieter. It was as if
they all knew he was coming, the forest itself. The dragon looked
back at him but for a moment. Be careful, you stupid
Kitsune sonabitch. And then he
was gone in the night.
* * *
The timberland was
thick with Douglas fir. It was a rain forest, with fog crawling
through the coniferous jungle. This had once been Ponderosa pine
woodland, with scattered scrubs and dried weeds between the distant
trunks, almost a prairie. Now moss hung on branches, which grew much
thick, as if was imagined by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. The trees were
never-ending, lush, dangerous. Once magic returned to the world,
everything had become a fairy-tale. Dragons roosted in their mountain
cave-holes, protecting their treasure hordes, no longer gold, but
valuable ancient computer components, manufacturing goods, things
that would have rebuilt society if they weren't stolen away. There
were aforementioned roving night-spirits, visible in the dark but
also present in the day, cackling in the breeze. Mushrooms ballooned,
growing the size of bushes, of trees, of large animals. And the elves
ruled again. A man could not dilly-dally into the groves without
risking his sanity, his self of self. He may come back without a
mind, or worse, with a donkey's head for his own.
The Kitsune's fox
ears twitched. A hooting owl silenced itself. The night continued to
chill, and goose pimples rose along his exposed skin. Parts of him
were covered in a lipstick-shaded layer of soft hair. Even here his
skin was cold. It was an unnatural feeling, and one he had grown
familiar with over the years. The freeze slithered across his skin
like a serpent and then dove into his blood, dripping lethargically
through his insides once it hit fluid. He shivered, yes, shivered.
You would think that it would stop, after having experienced this
sensation so many times, but he knew that could never be true. It was
a creature of another dimension poking its head into our own-- and
that sense of dread, it was something every man faces once in his
life, if he knows it or not. He suddenly wished he hadn't told Ryuuji
to leave. It was near unbearable to speak with the master ALONE.
The Kitsune's
doleful tail was motionless. He knew it was only a matter of time
before HE spoke to him. He had been expecting it all night, and he
considered his duty, like a man knowing he must wake early in the
morning for a long day of work.
It was a moaning. A
deep moaning. Not from out there, with the spirits, the woodland, or
even, God forbid, the moon. A deep moaning, forming into a hum, which
if you listened closely enough became discernible, like a new
language you were finally getting the hang of.
Hellllllo,
it whispered into his elongated left ear. No it was inside his ear.
Hellllloooo. It was in the center of his head now, begging him
to question everything, his sanity even. It was the voice of a komodo
dragon. Deep. Full of the texture of a lizard's mouth, with its
dagger-teeth and poison-saliva. It was nothing like Ryuuji's electric
jolt of thoughts in his brain. Instead, it sunk into his soul, into
the deep unconscious that would snap him awake at 2 AM in the
morning, feeling like a ghost passing through him. The
night was incredibly dark-- his vision was failing in horror.
Fox-man. Fox-man. Oh dirty, mortal fox-man, full of pulsing
blue blood, convulsing organs ready to be popped like tasty
zittttttts. The voice was coherent and incoherent at the same
time, for it was a nightmare voice. It didn't make any sense.
Fox-man, Fox-man. Full of spite man. You hate the man.
You Hate HIM. Don't you?
“Yes, Master,”
he answered impassively, hiding the fear inside. There was sweat
building in his arm pits and along his brow. It was a lie, and he
knew that the voice could see him, see his thoughts for what they
were. Why did he even bother?
You want to kill
him, don't you, my fox dream? You want to kill the stupid, stupid man
who runs through your forest. You want him dead. In the Kitsune's
mind he saw a man's eyes widening with each word, the voice growing
stronger with each syllable. The Kitsune didn't want to speak with
his Master, not now, not ever again, but he had made his choice long
ago.
He
pictured the man falling, a lump sack, shaking between the trees,
shaking, shaking, then stopping. An arrow was in his back. Yes, that
was what he wanted. He felt his tail erect. I see what you
are thinking. But that would go against my orderssssss, fox-man. That
would go against my. Orders. Fox-mannnnn. The
voice was turning into a hiss. Even
though the voice raved at it him with its venom-fanged verboseness,
he felt lonesome, a forsaken itch gnawing at his skin-- it was only
he in these woods. Everything else had hidden away under their
collective blankets. Do you plea for them, my fox dream?
Plea for them to emerge from the night shadows and save your
tenderness from the boogy-woogy man? Ain't
going to happen, cupcake, it
growled. Ain't
even going to happen. You're mine for
always.
He was helpless
against it. There was no escape from the nothingness.
His Master was a
force of not nature, perhaps, but anti-nature… maybe even
anti-matter.
He could see ITs
face… no it wasn't a face, it was a blank space with white shining
teeth, like the Cheshire Cat, and burning red eyes. They shot into
him, seeing his soul, all of it, all of its cracks, indentations,
cuts. IT knew. IT knew everything. His MASTER had walked upon the
earth once, wearing sandals, speaking a tongue of hate. NOW it could
only speak through others, many many others throughout the years. It
was the creepy crawling spider beneath the dark ocean waves, It was
the sinking feeling in your groin when you hear a beloved is dying.
It was division, it was the crossroad demon at midnight, it was the
grand schism-maker with its sheath, destroying matter and defecating
it into formless mass.
I'm growing
tired of you, foxdream. The
smile expanded until it connected to the back of its barren skull.
Do your job, and I'll give you the world.
He knew the Master
did not lie.
A vision flashed
through his eye, snapping like one of those trick noisemakers kids
use on the 4th of July. It was a valley lush with trees
growing toward the moon, untouched by man's grimy hands, so used to
crawling in the dirt, and dragons roosted in them in nests made of
gems and straw. There were thousands of them. They were the size of
747's, yes, but also smaller juveniles-- maroon, the darkest of
blacks, the goldest of golds. Their scaly hides reflected the sun,
and their cooing, their growling, sounding like giant birds. The
fox-men… they also climbed through the trees, tending the
lionhearts, feeding them meats from the kill, vegetables harvested
from the fields far to the east. Men, men were trash in the dirt…
they had no place in the foxdream's world. The vision had been so
perfect he had almost forgotten about IT, but the voice returned,
like a demon sliding into a sick person's conscious. Or I'll take it
away, the creeping said, I'll take it all away. I'll kill that whom
is closest to you, the only man which you care. I'll kill him.
“No,” he spoke
aloud. “Please no.”
Then do as I say.
“I will,” he
pleased. “I will, Master.”
* * *
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